There are many question i've asked myself.
Do we only start missing someone when
they're gone?Do we let them know how much
they mean to us?Do we only start weeping when
they're gone?Why can't welet bygones be bygones?
Everybody makes mistakes,so why is it so hard for
us to forgive and forget?Why is sorry such a hard word
to say?Is pride so important?
Many times,people come into our life and for
many purpose,yet we take them for granted.
Sometimes things happens so quick that we're just so
blinded by the hatred and anger and fear.And we say
hurtful things to them.Someone told me this:
"Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or
by means of good luck."
very true indeed.
So people.
don't regret only when things turn ugly.
don't regret when we've lost something precious.
cos once they're gone,they would never come back.
we cannot turn back the hands of time.
| 8:52 PM
February 09, 2005
okayye.
yes.
i've finally decided to update my blog after soo long.
teehee.
well.
New Year's resolution:
to update my blog and my journal more often((:
but well,there's so much homework this year...
it's like driving me nuts.
oh wells.
[Summer Rain]]-Belinda Carlisle
Whispering our goodbyes
Waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby in summer rain
I can hear him saying
Nothing will change
Come dance with me baby in the summer rain
I remember the rain on our skin
And his kisses hotter than the Santa Ana winds
Whispering our goodbyes
Waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby
In the summer rain
I remember laughing 'till we almost cried
There at the station that night
I remember looking in his eyes
Chorus
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somwhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain
I can hear the whistle military train
I was dancing with my baby
In the summer rain I can hear him singing
Ooh "Love Is Strange"
Come dance with me baby
In the summer rain
I remember the rain pouring down
And we poured our hearts out
As the train pulled out
I can see my baby waving from the train
It was the last time that I saw him
In the summer rain
Chorus
Everytime I see the lightening
Everytime I hear the thunder
Everytime I close the window
When this happens in the summer
Oh the night is so inviting
I can feel that you are so close
I can feel you when the wind blows
Blows right through my heart
Chrous
Every night and every day now
Though I know you've gone away
Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain
| 7:26 PM
November 25, 2004
| 10:39 AM
July 31, 2004
i'm a HAPPY HAPPY girl today.
wahaha.
went town with bimbo liao.
haha.was suppose to find her skirt.
well.we did.after some time...
but.i've found my BOOTS!
ahh...it's like cheap and nice cann?!
OMG!
anyway....
i just wanna say.
I'M A HAPPY GIRL.
i'm sooo happy
oh so happy!!!!((:
| 8:07 PM
July 24, 2004
well...
came across my letter box.
read through those letters written
few years ago,
by pri/sec sch friends.
i feel so sad...
i've seem to have drifted away from most of them.
even those in sec sch.
it was like only 2 years back.
i don't know why.
maybe it's because we're in different class.
but we use to be close.
i don't know why things had turned out this way.
sometimes,even when we meet.
we hardly smile to each other.
why is that so?i wanna know.
we use to have so much to talk abt.
but now.all we do is hi.bye.
sigh.
i miss shuying.
i miss priscilla.
i miss kumiko.
i miss miss khoo.
i miss my friends.
i miss them all.
those letters...
though i've laughed at the things we write.
but, it's so genuine.
IT'S GENUINE LOVE.
Shuying:
read through those letters you gave.i laughed at it.but i cherish those words you've said.
i miss those days when we were close.when we talk to each other over the phone almost everyday.
when we do stupid things over the phone or at your house.laughed at people[or rather just S.]how upset we felt when we know we're gonna be in different classes in pri 5.how we cried when we left OL.we've drifted apart.less talks.less meet ups.less of my i hate HER.less of my stupid ideas and your stupid jokes.less of hugs.less of everything.but i want you to know.you're still my best friend.and always will be.
Priscilla:
well.not knowing you won't be reading this post.but i still wanna say.
i miss you lots.my little darling sister.how we write letters to each other EVERYDAY.listen to you complain about those people.though i always get to bump into you in J8...i still miss you.miss those days when we walk through the 'short cuts' after lessons.I just want to let you know.you'll always be my darling sister.
Kumiko:
well.well.my full of trouble sister.i don't know where are you know.don't know how to contact you.probably you're in there again.it's like only you're able to contact me.i don't know.i feel so useless at times ya know.always tell you not to do this or that.but well...probably you just think it's crap,that's why you didn't give it a shit.sigh.why.well...but still you've always been there to listen to me when i'm angry.so willing to take all the way to sembawang with me.haha.iloveyou.we still have an outing remember?so please take care till we meet.which i don't know when that'll be.
Ling:
well...it's your turn now.hmm...you've been one of my best girlfriend.so glad to have you with me this year.always been there when i'm angry, or sad.there to cheer and comfort me.crap with me during lessons.joke with me...looking at your smile,brightens up my day.always there to listen to my i don't like that girl.or that chow.or that low.haha.i'm glad that god has sent me one of his sweetest angel to me.i cherish this friendship we have,no matter where you're gonna go.you'll be my darling.forever.iloveyou,sweetie.
Mandy:
my fav. donkey on earth.though i've known you for sooo long.haven't been close like till sec 1.or rather last year.i'm glad that we're in the same class this year.and i'll cherish it dearly.you've been there to laugh with me in math class.always to silly things to make me laugh.like that chicken bone.oh dear,don't know what on earth make you do that.haha.happy that i've god have sent the smartest & the sillest donkey he had to me.i know you know.love ya,my silly donkey.
Amelia:
Got to know you this year.i'm glad i've known you.though you always give me stupid answers,but i still love my chiboon alot.thanks for being there for me...or rather,thanks for me being there for you more.haha.but still.i'm glad you've let me cheer you up.and..take care.and please study hard...cos i want to be in the same class as you next year.iloveyou,boon.
To those i've got no space to type.b'cos there's really alot to name.i love you all.and i want you all to take really good care.and i thank lord for you guys.
so weird of me to type all those.
haha.
but then again...
just felt like i shld write all these...
afterall...all my inspirations just rush up to me.
b'cos i don't wanna wait till it's tooo late
to say thank you and i love you.ALL.
| 7:33 PM
July 20, 2004
It's been awhile.Let's recap.
July 18
went tanning with zell[btw,she's bimbo tan]
saw daniel ong.well...she went gaga alitte...
don't know why,she said he's cute.
GOD.teach her what's cute.
he's like an ALIEN.roar.
whatever.
she's burnt.thank god,i'm not.
don't like peeling.
so painful.
anyway,went town after that...
was suppose to search for my hp accesories,
but..well...couldn't find any nice ones ard.
so ended up zell buying her top at MNG.
walk pass taka...saw the swim shadys...
we turned,they turned,we stared,they stared.
well...as usual,BIMBO TAN went GAGA again!
over GARY TAN.
don't know what's with her...
July 20
teachers.teachers.
we can really tell u don't like us.
but,can't u see?
we don't like you either.
they are suppose to have GENUINE LOVE...
well...obivously,they don't.
you know.SOME teachers just don't have the passion.
AT ALL.
| 7:41 PM
July 06, 2004
damn.i hate you.
apparently i just saw something
that has made me darn pissed.
I don't know if that abt ---
but if it is then...
u know what.
i don't give a --- about it.AT ALL.
WHAT ARE FRIENDS!?
FRIENDS are ones who
wouldn't get piss off for SMALL things.
FRIENDS are ones who
FORGIVE and FORGET!
FRIENDS are ones who
tell u u're mistake not to OTHERS!
it's fine if you don't understand.
cos OBVISIOUSLY you DON'T!
--- OFF.
FULLSTOP.
| 6:51 PM
